Ice-cream and Bandages.

She's a reminder,

2012-02-17T04:42:00.001+08:00

This cat keeps coming to the house where I'm staying almost every morning.

It's a painful, painful memory of Isabelle.

I hope my baby is doing fine /:

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The presence was there.

2012-01-29T23:09:00.000+08:00

I saw it. I saw the sadness and sorrow on her face.

I heard it. The remorse on her voice.

I felt it. Deep into my heart, I felt the unfairness she was trying to convey.

I've always loved her song, Penakut.
But now, it's different.

It's so different and yet, it's still the same.

I so can't wait for the video to come out on Youtube.

New perspective.

2012-01-29T16:12:00.001+08:00

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Self-motivation

2012-01-27T03:54:00.001+08:00

I will get better. I will get better. I will get better.

I hate being sick. I will fight!

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My mood the entire day.

2012-01-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

2012-01-21T22:59:00.001+08:00

I don't know what to feel right now. About you and him.
All I can say is goodluck.

Cause I really am speechless.

Don't dash the hopes I put on you.

2012-01-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

I hope that he means what he say.
I hope he will keep his promise.
I hope that I don't have to yell at him.
I hope that I don't end up hating his very existence on this planet.
I hope that he understands what is at stake here.
I hope I won't see the day where she cries because of him.
I hope I don't shed tears for her.
I hope my words affect him internally.
I hope for the sake of her that he isn't a man-whore.

I just really hope that this doesn't end bad.

I am as sure as Isabelle's love for her vitamins that I will scream, I will insult him with every negative word in my vocabulary, I will entirely despise him with every inch of my soul.

Too much emotions are running around me.

I am having a riot within me.

My day has gotten better.

2012-01-18T23:06:00.003+08:00

The song that I was spazzing to, that I cried to, that I played over and over and over again,

is gone.

Deleted from the internet. Now, I can't remember -

Ohmygod. Oh. My. God.

I found it. *squeals

I am going to listen to it and reveal in all of its beautiful, wonderful glory.

On the road to disaster.

2012-01-16T21:48:00.001+08:00

My logic is killing me.

Why did I ever bring that stupid container with me home? Now I have two white clothing spilled with red marks. And it's not blood, mind you.

I may have done something else that I will regret. Maybe.

My mind and heart are not in peace. Probably never will considering everything that's going on. Or maybe I'm overreacting. Maybe I just need to quell this rising need to scream and just relax.

Yup, definitely need to relax.

Sleeping Fluffy.

2012-01-09T17:38:00.001+08:00

Such a nice sight to see after a long tiring day =w=

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As blank as a canvas.

2012-01-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

Currently, I have no interest whatsoever in the cyber world.

My heart holds no desire to enter the virtual media.

My hands do not wish to key in the passwords of the social vortex.

I question my self being now. If I may or may not be keeping all my feelings locked in a chained safe. Whether or not, the decision I choose is of my own or of others. I question my sanity.

I do not know if I am myself. I do not know of whether I should blame this on my own or of another. I do not know.

What I do know, my soul is as blank as a new sheet of canvas. I do not hold any colour or any sketch. Nor any outline of any shape.

I am waiting for a change. That only I can make. For I am my own artist. Me and no one else.

Much too early.

2011-12-31T19:58:00.002+08:00

There are already firing fireworks.

It's still 8pm.

Calm yourselves, man.

29th December 2011

2011-12-30T11:04:00.001+08:00

Watched a movie with some of the Pretties.
The movie was awesome and it was nice to meet up with the others :)

Also, I got these :

A silk handkerchief, a no-liner book with strap and a glass keychain of Beijing from Qa.

I particularly love the notebook. The design is exquisite <3

I also received a couple of bracelets from Syahir. Though I'm not so sure from where... sorry, Syahir XP

So all in all, my last outing of the year is truly remarkable. Though not all the people I know are there with me but the spontaneity of it makes it a true adventure :)

Later on today, I have my first virtual meeting with the other Pretties <3

So exciting X]

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Teardrops on my sejadah.

2011-12-28T23:29:00.001+08:00

When I'm in my lowest form of despair,

I go to Him and pray for strength.

For He is the only one I could ever hope to help me.

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Did you know?

2011-12-28T18:47:00.001+08:00

Reading keeps my mind sane.

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Giving is better than receiving.

2011-12-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

She loved the gift ♥

Discovery.

2011-12-27T13:37:00.002+08:00

I just realised that I have a new follower o.o

Well, HELLO .

WELCOME TO THE PLACE WHERE THE MAGIC HAPPENS.

In my head, that is.

Enjoy.

Aww,

2011-12-25T20:49:00.001+08:00

Tangled premiere, I know you wanna watch it again and again :P 413

He understands me so well <3

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Bits and pieces of me.

2011-12-25T20:09:00.001+08:00

I LIKE PASTRIES AND SWEET STUFF.
I PREFER VINTAGE THAN MODERN.
I'D WEAR DRESSES EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. IF I HAD A CHOICE.
I WANT TO WEAR A TIARA ON MY WEDDING DAY.
I WISH I COULD GAIN WEIGHT AS EASILY AS 'NORMAL' PEOPLE.
I WANT TO OWN SOME COOL BADGES I SAW THE OTHER DAY.
WHEN IN AN EMPTY MOVIE THEATER, I AM TEMPTED TO RUN UP AND DOWN THE STAIRS WHILE SCREAMING MY HEAD OFF.

And I love chocolate. Who doesn't know that?

Mreww, pelikk

2011-12-24T21:30:00.001+08:00

He's back home.

I can breathe easier now.

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One day, for sure.

2011-12-23T01:06:00.001+08:00

The day fast approaches,
My heart thumps continuously,
This is my time.

I will prove my worth.
I am worthy.

I will exterminate all doubts and fear.

I will surpass you.

For,
Every inch of my heart and soul,
I intend on making my mark.

I will top as the best among others.

It may not be my time now,

But one day. For sure.

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The day that I could hold your hand.

2011-12-19T09:15:00.001+08:00

I witnessed my first wedding. I was actually there for the whole thing.

And it was so beautiful.

The bride was nervous, I could see. She was fiddling with a piece of paper, folding and unfolding it.

It was really adorable ♥

I want a wedding like that. A simple wedding at home, surrounded by my family and friends. I'm gonna make my own wedding cake too. Or my mom. As long as someone from my family makes it.

I just realised how wonderful a wedding can be ♥

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Let's go exploring.

2011-12-14T20:38:00.001+08:00

My Isabelle exploring my GrandMa's garden.

Such a curious kitty.

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The cursed cat.

2011-12-05T18:43:00.002+08:00

Beelzenef.

The cursed cat.

My purrject was a success, even if he didn't actually come out perfectly.

But then again,

my imperfections are what makes him perfect ♥

Three.

2011-12-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

I'm working on a little purrject.

I was so absorbed that I didn't realize that the time had past by so quickly.

Oh, if only I could pay attention to my studies as good as this.

Two.

2011-12-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

Everyone has secrets.

Secrets so deep to the extent that they cry themselves to sleep.

One.

2011-12-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

I wish I had a typewriter.

It'll solve all my problems.

I love you, no matter where you snooze.

2011-11-28T18:38:00.002+08:00

My main source of inspiration.

The focus of my spotlight.

My little ball of happiness.

She spends her days sleeping. Her curiosity always getting the best of her. She longs for attention.

The little rascal.

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By saving her, you kill yourself.

2011-11-26T02:05:00.001+08:00

It's hopeless. All hopeless.
No. I refuse to believe that. There has to be another way.
Nope. No way, sweetness. No solution for this one.
No... There has to be another way...

It feels numb. The blood won't reach the numbness.
"You're putting too much pressure," it said.
Let it be. I couldn't care anymore.

Tablet is needed.

2011-11-15T21:01:00.001+08:00

Everyday is Laundry Day.

2011-11-15T00:22:00.001+08:00

Days have been spent doing chores, watching Jewel in the Palace and eating. If I have gained some pounds then I will be happy. Doing chores make me feel as if I am helping my mother. Since my brother is sitting for his O-levels, she's been worrying non-stop about his diet and sleep.

Next year would be my year. The year this all ends and i could go to a higher institution. Preferably somewhere knowledgeable. And with snow. Snow makes everything better.
But then again, the weather here is very hot all year round, so I would feel bias. Very bias.

I still hear her. Every sound, Every whisper.

Sometimes I wonder if the things I want, are the things that are slowly killing me.

Should I rethink?

Torn between two halves that are me,

I just want an answer.

Could this be my answer?

Round.

2011-11-11T17:28:00.001+08:00

A : It ain't right, you know.
B : I don't know. It seems to work better that way. Who knows.
A : It's not good for your sanity.
B : Everything is bad for my sanity.
A : Chocolate is good for the soul. Keeps you alive.
B : Its expected.

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That night,

2011-11-06T09:25:00.000+08:00

I felt so beautiful.

And he was so handsome.

ILoveYouPelikk ♥

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No more.

2011-11-05T12:24:00.001+08:00

I neglect this too much.
~~I'm sorry.~~
I don't know if I should apologise or not.

Maybe I should. Or not.
Why am I thinking of this?

Okay, start over.

I've been busy. Exams and such.
The usual trivial activities. Filled with trivial details. With other trivial people.

For a few days now, I have a significant question running in my mind. Or rather, a sort of fact.

You do not live to please people.

But isn't that what other people thrive for? The acceptance of 'the people'. The feeling of being surrounded by smiling faces and jolly feelings?

For a while now, I have this sort of inkling. Sometimes it soars within me, telling me to obey it's every command. Most of the time, it wins. Or rather, I let it win.

Maybe it's my nature. Could explain the state that I'm in.

It could explain the past 3 years of my life.

Not that that mattered much. It's all dead and buried. Gone like the winter wind.

I wasted 3 years of my life.

I can't, just can't waste anymore of it.

Enough is enough.

I've tried pushing it away, minimizing it to the point of invisibility.

But each time, it comes and haunts me. More bigger and harder than the last.

I can't do this anymore.

No more.

I know I shouldn't dwell on the past.

2011-10-23T15:24:00.001+08:00

But I just tear up when I realise that I won't see you everytime I go over to visit.

No more salams.

No more cheek kisses.

No more rambles.

No more trips to the shop.

No more you.

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Lovely sister.

2011-10-10T18:53:00.001+08:00

She bought me a teacup *squeal*

Love her to bits <3

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I got the munchies.

2011-10-09T12:17:00.001+08:00

Munchmunchmunchmunchmunchmunch.

I keep eating ALOT.

Munchmunchmunchmunchmunchmunchmunch.

Even my sister is shocked by the amount of consumption.

Munchmunchmunchmunchmunchmunchmunchmunch.

Yuuuum, chocolate b:

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Sarah Annur

2011-10-05T16:24:00.000+08:00

Kembar langit dan bumi

Forever

♥

The light shines on her

2011-10-05T14:28:00.001+08:00

Even my cat knows how to model >_>

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Hi.

2011-10-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

I would really love to know the people who read my lil ol bloggie :)

Maybe then I would feel more inspired to update more ._.

So um, if it isn't much trouble ..

Could each and everyone of you beautiful people just leave a lil comment at ze chatbox there?

It's right there, on your right hand side of the screen.

It doesn't have to be long, you could just say hi, and tell me your name/nickname etc :]

Please?

It would mean alot to me <3

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2011-10-01T20:09:00.001+08:00

I just cannot deal with all this right now.

Urgh, seriously I can't.

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Blame it on me.

2011-10-01T09:36:00.001+08:00

Are my faults that extreme to the extent that you blame me for every thing that goes wrong?

Apperently so.

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From the cages of herself.

2011-09-29T16:25:00.000+08:00

On a cliff,
Right below is the ocean,
She's ready,
She's waiting.

Feet,
On the ground,
Ready to jump,
Heart,
Beats with every wave,
Ready for the inevitable.

Eyes,
Gaze out on the horizon,
She breathes,
She smiles,
She jumps.

Wind
Rushes past,
Gravity pulls her into his arms,
She never felt like this before,
Is this what it was like?

Slowly,
she opens her eyes.

She sees it,
This was what it must've felt.

This is it, Sarah.

-Fin-

Oracular, isn't it?

2011-09-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

I haven't opened social networks until today.
And I just found that it was completely, completely worthless.

I wasted my time.

I felt left out. Kinda. I don't know.

I guess maybe, yeah. A little.

But I don't mind. Cause after feeling a little left out, I felt annoyed.
Like, Why-the-heck-am-I-sitting-here-reading-this kind of annoyed.

But I miss this.

This feeling of my fingers grazing the letters on my laptop. The accomplished feeling I get when I post something up on my wonder blog.

It's not the same if I update using my phone.

It's not the same.

I should get a typewriter. That would be so frexing cool.

Told ya I love vintage-ish stuff. I think that's vintage.
It would be nice to put a label on this obsession I have.
Cause it would've bugged me forever until I found out what it was.

Skipping school again tomorrow. No transport.

I don't think I was missed today anyway.
I don't know. Was I?

I should really stop flitting from one topic to another.

I should change my picture. I should take more pictures. I should be more productive. I should be more strict with myself. I should be more creative. I should be more daring. I should be less of a puppet. I should stick up for myself. I should be more loving.

I hate the world now. Generally.

What else is new, right?

Same old me, same old story.

My dislike for you grows, with every push, every emotion you give that indicates that I am merely a puppet to you. A mere substitution for something that you lost a long time ago.

I could still remember the look on your face, when you found out about me. You seemed so happy. So frexing happy. Why? Why was that?

Is my misery something you take pride in? Because your life is so frexing disastrous that when my life was spiralling downwards, you leap a million miles up in pure, intoxicating, disgusting joy?

When I decided to confide in you, when I felt that maybe you deserve the right to know something too, I was entrusting you with a piece of me.

A piece that I thought you would keep.

That you would take and confine it into yourself.

But what did you do?

You turned away from me.

You smiled.

You frexing smiled, and seemed in ecstasy.

I vowed to never confide in you again.

It was not worth the pain.

Now, I strive to be better than you.

To surpass you, so I could move on.

The pity I felt for you, is now gone.

Gone like the trust I entrusted you.

Goodbye, stranger.

Appreciating what I have,

2011-09-26T16:44:00.001+08:00

Doing homework with the evening sun as my light and soothing music to accompany me,

Now, this is the life (Y)

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Just another day,

2011-09-25T10:13:00.001+08:00

Dad and bro is sitting at the kitchen table, eating breakfast while reading newspaper

I walk in, phone in hand

Dad : *starts talking to bro about sports*

Me : Daddy, when are we going to the open house?

Dad : *continues talking about sports*

Me : Dad, when are we going?

Dad : *reads newspaper*

Me : sighs *whips out phone*

Dad looks at phone

Dad : 'Earth to daddy'?

Me : Yes, when are we going to open house?

My dad, ladies and gentleman, couldn't hear someone next to him but could easily hear his phone a million miles away.

And he wonders why I keep bringing my phone everywhere >_>

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WHO goes there?

2011-09-20T19:24:00.001+08:00

As sleep takes me over,
The night watcher comes,
With it's eyes as big as saucers,
As it's wings descends from it's flight.

The night watcher has arrived,
A guardian sworn to protect,
As the rest of us drift,
Into each others head.

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Go away.

2011-09-18T14:54:00.002+08:00

I am in love with Darkrai.

2011-09-16T19:21:00.000+08:00

I really should blog more. And longer too.

*checks idea box*

Empty.

Maybe later.

Oh, here was that thing that I was searching for!

2011-09-05T23:29:00.001+08:00

Pokemon cards, a cup, snow globe, notes and other little gifts from old friends and other minor things.

All this stuff was inside that pink box thingy.

Oh the treasures found when I clean out my closets.

Should do this more often .__.

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Productivity achieved.

2011-09-05T19:02:00.001+08:00

Spent an hour and a half clearing out my wardrobe.

So many memories resurfaced and a lot more knick knacks are found.

Can't believe so many years have past since primary school.

Now to sit back, relax and watch Phineas and Ferb while waiting for azan Maghrib.

After that, gotta clean up the other areas in my room >_>

Sigh, putting on my cleaning gloves.

Bring it oooooooon, dust bunnies B|

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Have you heard?

2011-09-02T22:50:00.001+08:00

I'm the Destroyer.

I destroy everything that people love.

I destroy things that I own.

I destroy myself.

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These words are spoken,

2011-08-25T17:09:00.001+08:00

Be strong, be brave.
Do wrongs, don't shave.

Chin up, nose up high.
It ain't matter, in the end you'll die.

Be spontaneous, be curious.
Didn't get what you want?
Relax, don't get furious.

Your life, your ways.
Your decisions, your says.

Care not for those who stray,
They do not wish to stay.

Though you may cry and moan,
Do not turn your heart to stone.

Here I give my best to you,
Words to help you up the climb.
Do your best and try your might,
Before God takes away your time.

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Differences.

2011-08-23T05:20:00.001+08:00

Nobody cares for the weak and the useless.

Why should they when they have the strong and powerful?

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Wish, granted.

2011-08-22T16:09:00.001+08:00

oh my god.

OHMYGOD.

OH. MY. GOD.

She replied meeeeeee.

I feel so noticed now,

*cries tears of happiness*

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My hero,

2011-08-22T15:14:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry Qa, I just can't resist XD

Can I be your Miss Pepper Potts?

Cheesy line, I know -.-

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Penatlah.

2011-08-18T22:19:00.002+08:00

Penat mendengar perkataannya yang sentiasa menusuk hati.

Penat mendengar rintihan hatinya.

Penat memandang kerja yang belum kusiapkan.

Penat melalui benda yang sama.

PENAT SANGAT.

Never letting go.

2011-08-17T08:58:00.002+08:00

It's a struggle.

But I'll make it through.

I just hope,

That you would fight for me too.

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Always.

2011-08-15T19:43:00.001+08:00

It's painful for me okay? Everyday I feel as if I'm not good enough, not talented enough,

not perfect enough .

I just ..

I have feelings too okay?

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Sisters united.

2011-08-11T15:19:00.001+08:00

The love for the wizarding world runs vigorously through our heart.

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Q,

2011-08-08T21:39:00.003+08:00

Asleep while on the phone with me.

The little nuisance.

But,

completely in love with you

♥

2011-08-08T16:51:00.001+08:00

Please,

don't let me have doubts.

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Words for you,

2011-08-08T13:11:00.002+08:00

Sorry Nasyierah Nazir. Sorry Iffah Fatini. Sorry Sarah An'nur. Sorry Puan. Azlina. Sorry 4 Epsilon. Sorry Shman.

I failed.

But atleast we did get Best Actress. Even if I wasn't the one that went up to take it.

Congrats to Nash for getting Best Director ;)

I'm proud of you. I'm proud of our class.

Very proud.

Confession.

2011-08-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I draw into myself to block other people from reaching to me.

Maybe cause I was tired. Or frustrated.

Or just plain, hurt.

I don't wanna talk to anyone, I don't wanna hear anyone's conversation, I don't wanna do anything.

I could feel every single being of is so tired.

Just. So. Awfully. Tired.

Call me dramatic. Call me whatever you want.

But this is me.

And no one can understand what I go through every single day. No one can truly understand every single emotion I go through. No one.
Not one single person.

Only me. And Him.

I gotta post more stuff here.

2011-08-01T21:29:00.002+08:00

Seriously, it's like . . . . .

I can hear crickets in here ._.

I have a long ruler in front of me .

It's like, really long. And red. Faber-Castell .

Emotions flying all over,

2011-07-30T21:12:00.001+08:00

I can't help having this feeling ..

I'm at a fragile state here,
Please let me know the truth.

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When I get sick, I get sick really bad.

2011-07-28T14:26:00.003+08:00

Bilalah nak baik nih -,-
Sakit hati aku bila kena buang hingus/batuk non-stop.

Freaking end alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy DX

And I have a freaking ulcer on my tongue. How is that possible?
How? Somebody tell me how. Please. Anybody? No?

Urgh.

Exams coming so . . . .

I gotta study.

No fails this time.

Hopefully. . . . .

I'm hopeless .

Today,

2011-07-25T22:19:00.002+08:00

To Nasyierah, Sannur and Iffy,

THANK YOU.

For searching and for asking everybody about my lost uniform ♥

While I was at the Sanggar Bahasa, crying my eyes out and worrying while Qa was comforting me and trying to cheer me up >_>

Aaaaaanywaaaay, thank you so so so much for running like mad womans, trying to find it ♥

Iffy, sorry for making you hurt your leg /:

Hope you guys loved the cake, only thing I could give to you for the time being :S

Will repay you once I get the prize for Best Actress :D

So much confidence *tangan letak kat bahu, mata memandang atas*

Love chuuuuu ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Dear Body,

2011-07-24T09:55:00.001+08:00

Please get better.
I have a role to play on Tuesday, and I reeeeeeeeeeeeally wanna be at my best and perform my best.

Please please pleaseeeeee.

Sincerely,
Your owner who will wring you dry of fluids by crying if you disobey orders.

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Danger,

2011-07-07T22:25:00.001+08:00

Not in the mood right now.

Pissed, as in I-will-kill-you-if-you-fucked-up kind of piss.

Just, shut up okay? I don't wanna hear it.

I hate everyone.

Hate. Hate. Hate. Hate.

Stay away from me.

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Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

2011-07-07T21:39:00.001+08:00

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Question of the day,

2011-07-07T21:07:00.001+08:00

Iffy and I kinda made it this morning,

And today's question is

If you could pick an age that you can relive forever, it would be ..

At the age of fifteen.
Last year. Probably my best year ever. Definitely.

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When two becomes one.

2011-07-03T14:31:00.001+08:00

Can't you just feel the love between these two?

Cause I sure can't :P

Haha, don't kill me Sannur XD

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2011-07-03T00:53:00.000+08:00

Hate. This.

Curse you period.

2011-07-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

I kinda realise that I haven't really been updating as much as I use to .

What with school, homework and my report card (which I admit is a horrible thing to look at) I kinda have my hands full .

But now, I have ample time to blog .

Now all I need is something to blog about .

It never ends.

2011-06-29T17:12:00.003+08:00

So, today was a hectic day.

Very hectic.

Got screwed up during BI cause we were suppose to do our NiE but some people weren't really cooperative, asyik gelak hikhok jee -.-

Orang tgh frust nih, dia boleh pulak gelak mcm mak Jemah -_-

Bako kan baru tau ..

Anyway, it didn't end there.

BM was a bitch to me too.

We had to salin bapak banyak benda, and she didn't even let us finish!

I was so close to ending it pastu dia terus tukar!

Kuang aja betuuuul.

"Cikguuuuuu! URGH, I GIVE UP." *throws pen away

Exactly my reaction.

It was very frustrating.

AND and and, there was a girl infront of me practically swishing her hair for not one, not two, not three but multiple times!

God, I already had my scissors out to cut that damn woman's hair!

Tak payah lah nak mencantik-cantikkan rambut pompuan! Dah nak balik, takde sapa nak tgk rambut ko tuh!

Urgh.

Okay, I'm done.

A turn of events.

2011-06-27T18:48:00.003+08:00

Okay, my war has ended .

But. Something new has started.

But I don't really get it @_@

On a whole another topic, I'm watching Australia's Masterchef.
Disastrous, cause I'm fasting.

I'm killing myself.

OhmyGod, they're cooking lamb.
One guy is making dessert. OMG, it looks so delicious.

My dad bought SecretRecipe cakes for us! Yaaaaaaay!

I can feel my stomach chewing itself.
It growled.

Hrm /:

2011-06-25T23:14:00.001+08:00

Oh. Well,

Fuck you.

Kalau engkau tak suka, kenapa ambik gambar skali?

Bodoh.

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I like buttons.

2011-06-24T17:47:00.001+08:00

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Freedom of speech, bitches.

2011-06-20T22:24:00.003+08:00

Okay, so.

Something happened today.
And like, at first I wasn't so bothered by it.

Since I dah kena berapa banyak kali dah.

But then,

terkena pulak kat my darling.

That ain't gonna slide.

Woman.

Ko buat kat aku memang lah aku tak kisah.

Ko cuba bangkitkan benda yang aku tak ada kena mengena pun, fine lah. I don't give a fuck.

You mess with what is mine, I sabar.

But then ko nak cuba gegarkan kawan aku pulak.

WOI.

Takde kerja lain ke?!

Tak nampak ke yang diorang busy?

Oh wait.

It all made sense now.

You're fucking blind.

Patutlah.

All I'm saying is,

you leave them be.

And no one is gonna get hurt.

You think I wont hurt you? That I wont dare to slice you up?

Oh, bitch. I will.

Don't you dare test me.

Right now, I'm giving only one more chance.

Even though my inner Sophie is telling me to

But I wont.

One chance. Don't you fucking crush that too.

2011-06-19T19:31:00.002+08:00

Back when everything was fine,

And my mind wasn't a blur.

Back when I needed you,

And you needed me.

Back when texts were constant,

And nights were days.

Back when we were together,

no matter what they say.

Back to October 13th,

When you proposed.

Back to Carnival Day,

When you bought me roses.

Back to nights of Skype,

And days of sleep.

Back when you were always there,

When I weep.

Tell me now,

That things will be okay.

I am trying,

Please.

Flipping with love.

2011-06-19T10:13:00.001+08:00

Woke up and made pancakes.
Wasn't easy since I've never made em.
But I thought; Eh, why not.

I wanted to make my dad something special for Father's Day (:

And I was scared as hell when my dad took the first bite. He didn't say anything at all, what if it was uncooked?

But then he took another bite. Then another. Then another.

I couldn't take the tension anymore. So, I took a slice and took a bite.

Turns out, it wasn't that bad.
Judging by the amount eaten, I think it's quite good :]

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2011-06-13T18:33:00.001+08:00

The fact that I just slept for three hours makes me feel depressed knowing I won't be asleep tonight.

Maybe.

But I know that I'll be asleep in class tomorrow.

Fiddlesticks.

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2011-06-08T19:29:00.001+08:00

Oh well.

Maybe next time.

If there even is a next time.

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2011-06-07T20:26:00.001+08:00

I have no idea ,
What's wrong with me.

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My secret talent.

2011-06-07T01:58:00.003+08:00

Reading Nuolala's post about finding her true talent got me thinking about mine.
I mean, I've been told that I am good at a few things but I don't really have something that I can actually be proud of. Something that I can show to people that I am special.

Face it, all of us long be looked up to. To be labelled as someone important, someone special. To have our parents talk oh-so-proudly of us.

I try to do my best. Okay, scratch that. I don't really. It's difficult.

When I like something, I do my best at it. It's a common human nature.

And I have found something that I could see myself do in the future. Problem is, there isn't a chance for me to shine.
I don't really stand out against everyone, I tend to blend in. The only thing separating me from everyone else is my imagination which of course can't be seen from anybody else.

All I'm saying is that, I want to have a talent that would take me centre stage. I wanna shine.

No more being the wallflower.

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My little Junior ♥

2011-06-06T18:51:00.003+08:00

Ini adalah Hana Norhammidi,

Also known as my Junior.

Cause she's younger than me :P

I've only met her once but she is quite adowable X]

I don't really know her that well, mostly cause

1) We don't really talk

2) We don't see each other that much

But she's still considered my sister (:

Hana (!)

You jgn lupa kakak tau!

Sedih oh klau dilupakan :(

Make it gold.

2011-06-02T16:55:00.003+08:00

The owl key chain that I promised my sister.

Hi.

My holidays so far have been quite .. quaint.

So far, I've went out with Nasyie to Bukit Raja for a movie, sew that owl (yes, I am old-fashion like that), and just plain used the Internet 24/7.

Of course, it wasn't that boring since my life is unusually never really boring. Really.

On a whole different topic,

My fridge has a vanilla cake with frosting in it, and who can forget these

CHOCOLATES ♥

The very reason for my existence.

If I could, I would like to stay home with these beauties by my side.

But alas.

As it is, I have tuition to attend. BUT. No worries, no harm.

I sort of like going out to tuition.

Education is key after all, so says my father.

And now, I'm babbling.

I tend to do that when I'm in my moods.

Like, something in my brain just clicks and before I knew it, my hands are typing away on their own.

Sort of like magic.

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2011-06-01T17:39:00.000+08:00

I'm losing hope bit by bit.

2011-05-31T00:50:00.002+08:00

For some reason, it feels awkward now.

Just so awkward

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Sul serio

2011-05-29T22:05:00.002+08:00

Blank.

Just blank.

Owl keychain progress :

60%

LIKE A BOSS.

2011-05-29T00:13:00.001+08:00

If you have a wonderful man ♥, who helps balance your whole world; who isn't perfect, but is perfect for you; who works hard & would do anything for you; who makes you laugh & drives you crazy; who is your best friend, takes care of you, who you want to grow old with, who you are thankful for everyday & you could not live without, then brag about him a little & re-post this with me. :)

Look,

2011-05-28T18:41:00.002+08:00

I'm not mad about the couple-ing thing,

I'm just disappointed that you didn't tell me when you first told Nash and Iffy.

If he makes you happy, hey I'm okay with that.

Your happiness is what's important to me Goldie /:

Even if it's with my Uncle -.-

Waaaaait, does that make him my . . . FATHER?

Okay, never mind. It's your happiness, I'll just deal with it.

Pampered pooches.

2011-05-28T17:58:00.003+08:00

I'm watching DC Cupcakes, and the episode is about some 16 year old girls who want cupcakes in the shape of a 9 foot guitar. And they want it to glow in the dark.

My reaction : What the fudge?

Then, they said that they want cupcake pizzas.

My reaction : . . . . Bongok.

You buy a cupcake to get the taste of a cupcake, not a freaking pizza.

Seriously?

Seriously, they are so . . . . URGH.

Pampered pooches. I'm bloody sixteen but I didn't even think about doing that.

Probably mine will be just a small party with my closest friends and family with a cake made by my mom ♥

Kay, mood i dah hilang.

People,

2011-05-25T18:50:00.002+08:00

I get it. You guys can't hear anything that I'm saying.

You don't gotta have to repeat -.-

Other people dah comment pasal tuh dah, takleh baca ka?

God, I'm pissed. Please, don't boil my already flaming volcano.

Just.

If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all.

Finding reasons to hate you more than before.

2011-05-25T18:33:00.003+08:00

And now, I can't stand this.

If I don't get at least a subject higher that her, I will scream.

I should get at least one subject right! At least one! ONE!

If I don't score more than her . . . . .

Cry. Crycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycry.

Freaking cry my eyes out.

Aboutir

2011-05-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

Trying my hardest.

I can't fail this time. I just can't.

Yuna - Memo

2011-05-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

Such a sweet ending X)

She's with that guy, btw.

So sweet <3

*spazzspazzspazz

I never meant to be an intrusion.

2011-05-22T22:01:00.001+08:00

When will I ever learn?

Oh well. Burning the midnight oil tonight then.

Seems legit.

Those days are gone.

2011-05-20T21:17:00.001+08:00

Watching GLEE now.
"All By Myself", is such a good song.

Brings tears to my eyes :')

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